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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Wow

Its amazing to me that ONE person can make you rethink yourself. And not in a good way. I am a good person and yet one comment from a person that supposedly cares about me breaks my heart. And NO I'm not talking about my husband. He is my confidant and my supporter. He loves me unconditionally, which is an amazing way to love someone. Its the same way I feel about him. This other person though, I have been disappointed by before and now just plain hurt. I don't even know how to describe it, I'm so hurt. This person SHOULD know me. Should know how much I care. And the fact that they don't is a smack in my face. Worse even. You know I did ask if they had plans on their "special day" because if they didn't Hubby and I were going to grill out for them. But God forbid I didn't call until 1 pm(thats not late at all if you ask me) and they were spending their "special day" with some people that I won't have anything to do with, and they know that. I'm sorry that I don't have all the money in the world to get a gift, Its a very hard time for my family right now, because we just bought a house. I am so hurt and I don't want to go into it much more than that, but I had to get this out. I was afraid to tell hubby because I KNEW he would react the way he did which is to be my protector and call this person and give them a piece of his mind.(This would just cause the rift that has formed to get bigger) Anyway sorry for being so vague, but to go into more detail wouldn't be right on my part. God bless you all.

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