Long tiring day

Well My mom was supposed to watch the boys for me today, but that ended up falling through, I thought it might due to what she had already had going on. I am feeling somewhat depressed, as the boys were out of hand today and I really needed a break from them. Plus I am missing Jason terribly he has been so sweet lately, and I just want to sit in his lap and cuddle. He's such a great husband. I mean we have our moments but he treats me like a queen most times. I really wish he had a different job though because I need him home with me! I can't wait for us to get a house, I think I will feel more relaxed about things when we have more space and I can put a room between myself and the kids when needed. Plus right now we have almost no yard and the street is right there, and I am scared the boys will run out into the street and everything. Isaiah was so well behaved yesterday so I think that might mean that because he's getting older he knows he better listen to Mom. Any way I am exhausted (and I got a little color out in the sun at mom's today so my face feels really dry!) have a great night and rest of the weekend!